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Theorizing

Back at  uni and I’m a week in and I am bogged down in research … yet loving it. Immensely. Thinking about a few things after spending all day reading swags of academic texts …

They are the necessary games children must conjure up to combat an awful fact of childhood: the fact of their vulnerability to fear, anger, hate, frustration–all the emotions that are an ordinary part of their lives and that they can perceive only as ungovernable and dangerous forces. To master these forces, children turn to fantasy: that imagined world where disturbing emotional situations are solved to their satisfaction. through fantasy, Max, the hero of my book, discharges his anger against his mother, and returns to the real world sleepy, hungry, and at peace with himself.” …it is through fantasy that children achieve catharsis. It is the best means they have for taming Wild Things.

“Kiddiebookland is where we live… It’s next to Neverneverville and Peterpanburg. It’s that awful place that we’ve been squeezed into because we’re children’s book illustrators or children’s book writer. Yes, we are! But isn’t our work meant for everybody?

How infuriating and insulting when serious work is considered only a trifle for the nursery. When you’ve worked a year on a book, when you’ve put your life into it, you expect the point of view of the professionals–editors, teachers, librarians–to be somewhat larger, more expansive… I think they should try to learn what picture books are all about. There is some fine mystery in this difficult form, a mystery that is the artist’s business. What I’m objecting to is that picture books are judged from a particular pedantic point of view vis-a-vis their relation to children–and I insistthat a picturebook is much more”

~Maurice Sendak

Because.
I have that book.
And I have loved it since I was a child.
I still read it.

When did we stop allowing our imagination to flourish? Why is it shameful for an adult to enjoy a picture book? Why must reading a picturebook be automatically referred to as a ‘child’s activity’?

Questions. lots of them.

To be continued ….

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It’s begun

This is my brain right now … 

I’ve actually knuckled down this morning and got it tidied and sorting notes and ideas into some form of understandable pile.

What have I been doing?  Web design. Quite a bit of it. But I’ve had enough for now and really want to sink my teeth into some illustration work and immerse myself in the postgraduate year. I’m excited, nervous and chomping at the bit to get stuck in. I treated myself to some new Schmincke watercolors and mygoodnesstheyarewonderful.

Wine, messy painting, midnight. Taaadaaahh.

I finally sourced a book overseas for my research project (after a month of trying to find one) which was out of print and unavailable at the public and university libraries. The book? Master Snickup’s Cloak. The illustrations and language in the book are rich and deep and a wonderful example of a picturebook geared for a more mature audience. Brian Froud did the illustrations whom I am very fond of. He reminds me of Rackhams work a lot.

I also ordered Gris Grimly’s sketchbook Atrium Secretium …. he is a fantastic children’s book illustrator whom I adore. I’m impatiently checking the mailbox daily … post from overseas take soooo long. But it’s worth the wait.

So right now? I’m surrounded by little piles of documents, readings and various other academic bits and bobs. I have a fresh cup of coffee waiting and glasses on to read. I’m going to try and write a bit more on here now as a depository of things that i find throughout my postgrad year and my research.

Wish me luck!

‘waves’

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Vincent

Vincent Malloy is seven years old
He’s always polite and does what he’s told
For a boy his age, he’s considerate and nice
But he wants to be just like Vincent Price

He doesn’t mind living with his sister, dog and cats
Though he’d rather share a home with spiders and bats
There he could reflect on the horrors he’s invented
And wander dark hallways, alone and tormented

Vincent is nice when his aunt comes to see him
But imagines dipping her in wax for his wax museum
He likes to experiment on his dog Abercrombie
In the hopes of creating a horrible zombie

So he and his horrible zombie dog
Could go searching for victims in the London fog
His thoughts, though, aren’t only of ghoulish crimes
He likes to paint and read to pass some of the times

While other kids read books like Go, Jane, Go!
Vincent’s favourite author is Edgar Allen Poe
One night, while reading a gruesome tale
He read a passage that made him turn pale

Such horrible news he could not survive
For his beautiful wife had been buried alive!

He dug out her grave to make sure she was dead
Unaware that her grave was his mother’s flower bed
His mother sent Vincent off to his room
He knew he’d been banished to the tower of doom

Where he was sentenced to spend the rest of his life
Alone with the portrait of his beautiful wife
While alone and insane encased in his tomb
Vincent’s mother burst suddenly into the room

She said: “If you want to, you can go out and play
It’s sunny outside, and a beautiful day”
Vincent tried to talk, but he just couldn’t speak
The years of isolation had made him quite weak

So he took out some paper and scrawled with a pen:
“I am possessed by this house, and can never leave it again”
His mother said: “You’re not possessed, and you’re not almost dead
These games that you play are all in your head

You’re not Vincent Price, you’re Vincent Malloy
You’re not tormented or insane, you’re just a young boy
You’re seven years old and you are my son
I want you to get outside and have some real fun.”

Her anger now spent, she walked out through the hall
And while Vincent backed slowly against the wall
The room started to swell, to shiver and creak
His horrid insanity had reached its peak

He saw Abercrombie, his zombie slave
And heard his wife call from beyond the grave
She spoke from her coffin and made ghoulish demands
While, through cracking walls, reached skeleton hands

Every horror in his life that had crept through his dreams
Swept his mad laughter to terrified screams!
To escape the madness, he reached for the door
But fell limp and lifeless down on the floor

His voice was soft and very slow
As he quoted The Raven from Edgar Allen Poe:

“and my soul from out that shadow
that lies floating on the floor
shall be lifted?
Nevermore…”